Late Thoughts I've recently started to get into philosophy (reading different philosophical books and researching early influencers etc.) and I'm thinking that I've gone about #life all wrong. Maybe I'd bought into the mainstream media's message that finding love is the ultimate goal in #life and that should be what we strive for, I don't know. But as of late, I've lost interest in finding love right now. I mean, I'm 18. I have plenty of time for that. What I want to do is find meaning in my #life. I want to make a positive impact in the world through volunteer work. I want to find what it is that makes it worth getting up in the morning. I've let myself be dragged and pushed around all my #life leading up to now, and really I just want to see what it's like to call my own shots. I want to know what stability is. I want to know what a normal, healthy, environment is. Maybe after I've found that, I'll regain interest in finding someone.