rehtaF When he's around I want absolutely nothing to do with him I don't want to be around him or near him Just his whole prescence can completely throw me off An intense wave of discomfort sighs over me and next thing I know I'm tense Tense shoulders tense muscles Tension An unbearable one too Suddenly my fists are balled up into fists and my teeth become clenched He opens his mouth and attempts to converse with me My biggest fear Anger rushes through my entire body Anxiety follows right behind Irritability My eyes are infuriated and even though he can't see them He knows I know he knows My body language speaks for me No words exchanged Except him staring at my back the whole time Fear comes to my mind when I think of him Not a sense of security.
