Sometimes I sit and try and analyse everything that's happened in my #life. Then I think, Is it really worth thinking it over again? Dragging all the guilt and demons and pain up? Or should I just get on with my #life how it is right now? Because now it's perfect. 3 years ago, I turned into someone I never thought I'd be. I lost everything that I bought was good in my #life. I lost my beautiful son. I lost my home and my family. I hurt a hell of a lot of people. So I figured. There isn't no point in analysing all that shit, because it doesn't matter who I was or what I lost, I am twice the person now to what I once was, and I have gained everything back and more. I'm such a lucky girl. I have a second chance to prove, not just to everyone else, but myself, that I can do this.. Look at me. I'm living. T xox