March 30th Another Letter Too You I love you and miss you always. Please stay with me baby. I would like for you too stay with me and be my angel forever. I never loved anyone quite like you..and have never felt what u felt with anyone but you. Your are irreplaceable. I miss your lips, your touch, your laugh and smile. I miss being in your company and talking too you. I miss being close with you.. I miss sitting close next too you as you held me in your arms. I miss your bed. I miss our car rides. I miss our texts, out conversations. I miss everything about you. You were so handsome, sexy, goofy, cool, reliable, loving, funny, fun, affectionate, nice and etc. You were perfect and you were exactly what I needed. I don't think I could of known how too ask for anything as amazing and perfect and charming as you. It didn't matter what we were did, b/c when I was with you I felt worry-free. Nothing mattered. It felt like the world stopped, and everything just became better. I always wondered if you ever felt the same way. If I ever made you just as happy as you made me. If you felt the same way I did when we kissed or anytime you touched me. I want you too know that you opened me up entirely . And you made me feel amazing...in soo many ways. I hope we can share each other's hearts forever & always. Please never leave me and stay connected too me. I allow you too. And if you can please Help me, come into my dreams and lay beside me in my bed each night, with a kiss one forehead or on my lip. I allow you too give as many as you wish. I wanna feel your love and presence around me each night, or when you are with me.. Or anytime that I think about you...which of course is always. I'm sending you my smiles and my love, my kisses and my hugs. Also I always wondered if you considered me yours? Or if you already did and didn't get the chance too tell me yet. Would you have ever married me? When would you have asked me? How would you have done it? So many questions I'm sorry. Please keep showing me signs you are here. And please lay beside me each night, and let me feel your strong love and presence around me. ..and enter my dreams if you would like..I allow you too do all of the above and anymore that you would like. As long as you continue too guide me, love me and keep sending your love and light onto me..& us....if it is okay with you? I would really appreciate it all..entirely so. And if you need or want too open up too me I am here for you always, so please do so. I would like that. I hope you know and understand that I will always love you and I will NEVER forget you. I pray that I never can. Although I think it is pretty impossible too forget someone like you. And also that we can still heal but both be able too keep each other strong in our hearts and in our loving physical and mental memories. (Clearly remembered) forever and always. I love you soo much. I hope you were able too read all this. Please show me a sign that you are. And feel my love from it. You deserve all my love and smiles sent too you always. No matter what. Even if I have too admit about.... ❤️ 4 u forever and always. ❤️❤️your niki