Anything? You sure? "Anything you need, let me know." A simple phrase that has brought much to the imagination. My mind wanders considering all that could come from that. From trips to the dollar store for tampons. To endless hits on my bowl, blessing the sky with the beautiful smell of green burning under a small fire. Freeing me from the shackles of anxiety that disturbs my everyday #life. To rides in my bedroom, covering me in chocolate as my body submits to orgasm after orgasm being stroked to endless ecstasy. Although I know my conscience wouldn't let me accept any of those, the thought crossed my mind. I feel guilty about the thought. This is some type of cheating and betrayal all wrapped up in one. Sex, for the most part is what I miss about being married. Sex regularly. Sometimes I feel like I just want to do something that's totally out of character. You ever just want to do something just because you can? Unfortunately, this is one thing I can't do.... The sex I mean.