Translate   11 years ago

When she gets into to car you can feel the heaviness in the air, it reminds me of the elephant in the room, however this is more like a bomb .tickticktick I am waiting for the fuse to be lit tick ,tick , tick , nothing. So this is how it is going to be. At least I know the game we are going to play. You know the game , we all do. That painful lets pretend nothing has ever happened. I was face to face with all the voices in my head, the voices that tell me I am not good enough or worth anything. But it wasn't a voice in my head it was my mom. Here it is in black and white, so I don't forget this time. So I remember that she hates me and when I start to fantasize about a mother daughter relationship that does not exist, well then I can't remember having my inside ripped out at 50 on a Saturday afternoon behind a Shari's restaurant. 1. Don't ever tell me you love me against, we don't have the same view on love. I think love is patient love is kind and you are none of those things. 2. I wish there would have been a morning after pill so I could have taken it. You should have been aborted. Why did I raise you? 3. You took so many drugs as a teenager your mind is not all there. 4. I know you didn't write that email, your husband did. You cannot string two words together. 5. I have a darling daughter, and her name is Jamie. Not you. 6. I am scared for your Karma, I hope you lose one of your kids. 7. I relapsed because of you after I saw the movie gravity. 8. You will never see me again.

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