Steel Heart 3 years ago I hated myself And all the other people Who hated me I gripped a large blade And sliced my wrist Till I felt the blood start pouring out I didn't cringe at that I cringed at the words they used People called me fat People called me a loser People called me a nerd But is that all true? Sometimes I believe in their words Other times I want to scream I am not that! This is who I am! You are perfect While I was a jealous wanna-be Everything you did You have forgotten But It's still in head Glued to my mind I'll never forget what you did to me I wore pound of makeup To hide ugliness But that only made feel even uglier Granted you will forget But I would never You act like it never happened Yet I am still a wanna-be 'Cause you were so mean to me And I have a steel heart Like the blade that cut my wrist A steel heart…