Saturday Night I go to the club Every Saturday night We stay there till the sun starts to shine I sit at the bar Waiting for you to come in I wait there till I'm drunk Then you'll come And break my heart You'll never change You guys and me Just don't Stay together for long I love you Then you hate me What the hell is wrong with you? I get drunk again Waiting for you to come in But it's way too much To do it again Next Saturday night I'm waiting at the bar for you To come in and pick me off my feet All I want is for you to love me Next Saturday night You pick my off My feet I love You so much But then you drop On the ground I hate you so much Waiting at the bar again Getting drunk again While waiting for you Next Saturday night will be better I'll get you drunk too I'll get you drunk So you love me That could work too Next Saturday night

Random Joke What did the buffalo say to his son after he left for school? Answer: Bye son! (Bye son is pronounced "Bison" which also means buffalo.)

Words Hurt Words hurt me As much as a gun They hurt me so I can't get back up Words hurt me So much They hurt me so I can't get back up Remember last week when you called me dumb? You probably forgot but it's still happening For me Words hurt me So much So I can't get back up I have a few friends That stand up for me They say I'm better than you I won't believe that Until it's true True to you And me Your words hurt me So I can't get back up You hurt me More than a gun Your words hurt me So much They hurt me so I can't get back up Your words hurt me

#poem About Me I express myself through music I'll never be perfect I'm fat and bullied everyday I only have a few friends that always look out for me But I still hate me I hate myself I hate my #life I hate everything about me The one place I'm happy Is singing acting and writing Everything else I'm bad at But I don't care I'm me And I hate me

Steel Heart 3 years ago I hated myself And all the other people Who hated me I gripped a large blade And sliced my wrist Till I felt the blood start pouring out I didn't cringe at that I cringed at the words they used People called me fat People called me a loser People called me a nerd But is that all true? Sometimes I believe in their words Other times I want to scream I am not that! This is who I am! You are perfect While I was a jealous wanna-be Everything you did You have forgotten But It's still in head Glued to my mind I'll never forget what you did to me I wore pound of makeup To hide ugliness But that only made feel even uglier Granted you will forget But I would never You act like it never happened Yet I am still a wanna-be 'Cause you were so mean to me And I have a steel heart Like the blade that cut my wrist A steel heart…