um I sat here for 3 minutes trying to write um I too k 5 medicines they he'lp me I fe el sleepy bht no sleping happens mayby I need 2 get drunk or like die I tried that it didn't work I haven't eatnw in 3 says n I haven skept in like 3 so they said to put me on birthxkntril n I said fine they said it wold help me I dunno mamma said skmehjmg daddy said he didnt wan distance he isnt fixin it he don't care bout me why should I care them? huh? why shlod I care about him when hes don't care bout me. I cried a lot n my eyes turned red n mamma tried to hold me n I took a showr n I punched the wall maybe I brok my hamd I hope so maby I can go to hospital n get high on their pills