I was thinking and cutting is like masturbation bc it relieves stresses n pains and I just thought it was a good thing to say. masturbation isn't bad so why is cutting

um I sat here for 3 minutes trying to write um I too k 5 medicines they he'lp me I fe el sleepy bht no sleping happens mayby I need 2 get drunk or like die I tried that it didn't work I haven't eatnw in 3 says n I haven skept in like 3 so they said to put me on birthxkntril n I said fine they said it wold help me I dunno mamma said skmehjmg daddy said he didnt wan distance he isnt fixin it he don't care bout me why should I care them? huh? why shlod I care about him when hes don't care bout me. I cried a lot n my eyes turned red n mamma tried to hold me n I took a showr n I punched the wall maybe I brok my hamd I hope so maby I can go to hospital n get high on their pills

secret I took medicine but I took more than one like 8 more than one I lost count at 4 lol then I just grabbed from the bag I feel kinda high I wrote a lot im sad

I didn't even realize how suicidal I am until I told you

i don't know where you went but I miss you I'm sorry I was upset I love you I think I do the first picture I have is a picture of you