I Wonder- A Foster Child's #life I wonder What it feels like to have a home, What it's like to be held when you're scared. I wonder What it's like to be "everything" to just one person, What it's like to feel loved and cherished. I wonder How it feels to have a bedroom, Or to pick out your own comforter and pictures for your walls. I wonder If my mom and dad ever think about me, Miss me, Cry about me. I wonder If they know how much I love them and miss them and always will. I wonder How it would feel to have Christmas in the same house with the same people every year, or what it's like to have a birthday party just for you. I wonder Why I never get to stay at a house when I do everything I'm supposed to do. I wonder If I'll ever be at a school long enough to learn and to make friends And if my old friends even remember me. I wonder Why I was born if even my own parents didn't want me And what's going to happen to me. I wonder Why losing your family isn't enough, Why you have to be made fun of and laughed at when you didn't even do anything. I wonder If my brothers and sisters are okay, And if they cry at night like I do, And if I'll ever see them again. I wonder What it's like to be a kid, A kid who plays and laughs and has fun, Who doesn't worry all the time and have to act okay. I wonder What it's like to feel safe And not be afraid of what happens when the lights go out. I wonder if I'll ever see my family again And if they even think of me. I wonder why I've been forgotten And if anyone will ever love me. My #life is full of wondering! I wish it was full of love!