Beginning Chapter At what ever point I have been at in my #life so far , I have always felt so undeniably alone. So alone it feels as if its suffocating me. I am struggling for air. I always look to points in the future where there will be change but each time I reach these destinations another hand is placed around my throat. Choking me and draining the #life from me slowly. I keep on fighting because I am not ready to give up yet. But some days or some weeks i feel like in screaming but no one can hear me. I am a failure in the real world.