Crazy Is The New Sane Oh wow. Found this from a long time ago. Time to post it. ~Chess I've taught myself not to cry. It's change into a slow ache...growing inside me. I want to cry, just let it all run free. But I can't. I must be strong now, must be strong when everything is crashing around me. I'm spinning and falling and I can't get out of my head because all I want is you. You're everything that I need, everything that I'm not, my perfect other half. But I can't have you. Because its just not okay for me to have one thing that is perfect. Perfect, raw, just....mine. I need one thing that is mine and mine alone. And that's you. You're the only thing I need. I just pray that you need me as much as I need you.....Because if you do I will always be there. I'll be whatever you need me to be. Because I love you. And this love....it's not a choice. It's a pull. Dragging out from my heart...my bones...my soul. It's a pull so strong it's impossible to resist even if I wanted to. But I don't want to. I could never want to let go of something like this, whatever "this" is. I know I sound crazy, but I don't care. When you've lost everything and are fighting to restart... Being crazy is the only thing that keeps you sane.