Happily Ever After What? Is happily ever after even an option for me. I feel like loneliness is a virus. It catches all of us very few seasons. I have a severe case of it now though. I'm tired of being alone. I need to let go of the whole think with Howell, but it's just hard. I care about him and I could see a future. I would just have to really trust. Which I don't right now. Jesus, take that off my mind please. I love, You.