I am a girl of thirteen soon fourteen years in the fall. I do not feel well. I'm a depressed girl who cut and burn yourself if I can. Often I cut myself with broken glass and doing shit in school. I go to my counselor once a week and talk about different things, mostly about school and how I feel. I'm sorry often, but all I'm happy but it is I walk around with a fake smile on his face all the time and try to be happy but can not. They can not in the long run. It just shits it self. Hate to be sad / depressed. I wish my girlfriend would be one year younger and stay in Växjö so that I could go in the same class as her and feel good.