Part 1 I kept looking at my phone as Christopher continued to call and text me. “What in the hell does he want?” I thought to myself. “Answer him or I will.” My best friend Asia said. “Why? I’m about to do my photo shoot. I don’t have time.” My phone began playing “Amen” by Meek Mill, telling me that I had a text message. I looked at it and put my phone away. The photographer called for me to come. My hair and makeup was done and my outfit was on. I looked at my phone once more, put it on the table and left for the set. Asia Reginae can play everyone else in this room and say that she only misses her sister and not Christopher. Reginae can front with everyone else about not missing Christopher, but she ain’t fooling me. I picked up her iPhone, put in her code (021303) which is Reginae and Christopher’s wedding anniversary, and opened her messages. Chris sent her the most out of everyone. His messages were thoughtful and caring. He shows that he’s in love with her. “I need you babe” “Reginae, I miss you.” “Baby, I love you.” “Call me back, babe.” “Let me know your ok.” “I’m lost without you.” ” How does it feel to know that I love you?” “Do you know how hard it is not sleeping next to you or not being in the same state as you?” “When are you coming home?” “Do you even have a clue as to how much I miss you?” Reginae never replies to any of the messages he sends. She tries to pretend like love and Christopher have not captured her heart. She thinks if she just focuses on work, she won’t feel love. Love is not something that you can just throw under the bus. You have to accept it and deal with it. Just as much as Christopher misses her, she misses him just as much. I just can’t wait until she can finally admit to Christopher. But she first has to admit that she’s in love to herself.