Viscous Cycle Another year. I can feel it again. In the silence I hear myself crying. But no voice is heard. Tonight it just feels like another night. Any old night. But the reminder of what's in the absence, is burning my heart. I'm slowly self harming, starting with emotionally. Don't know where it could lead. The love that I used to know, even from the most high seems so far away. Is it to much to ask, to much to want. I just want to be ressured that it's not me. That i am normal. But without petition. All I want is to hear a broken heart for mine of its own accord. A genuine, petition of love. But that wishful thinking is what sickens me. The selfishness. Who am I. And again with the self harming. It's a viscous cycle. I just want to be pulled out without asking for it . Why?
Vivian
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