Feeling I am so low, I try to find the courage to face the day, the strength lasts for a while but it soon fades, reality sets in and I find myself once again, alone. This emptiness inside me won't ever leave, this void only grows consistently stronger and bigger. I pray that I can hold on, that there is some small shred of hope left, that all is not lost. I have to go now, loneliness is calling me once more, I can't be late again...