Goodbye To Everyone Why can't I just sleep at night Why can't I stop cutting Why do I feel so sad and alone Why is it that no one knows how I feel They've seen me cry in but they just sit there in silence ignoring me Why can't they see that every night I cut myself Why can't they just tell me "everything is going to be okay" instead of just sitting in silence watching me bleed Why can't they help me Don't they see that I am dying slowly . They promise me that they would always protect me. Then why are they letting the evil hurt me. Don't they see he wants to hurt me. The evil wants to kill me. He wants to take me away from my hope. My hope tries to fight but the evil is just so strong . He has gotten stronger over the years of blood , tears and loneliness . The evil took my childhood away. I remember being 5 and him making me bleed for the first time. I remember being 10 and the evil making me cry every night . I remember last night the evil telling me to stay in the room with no living soul or light. And so tonight the evil one wins . So this is my goodbye. I really tried but its just something I can't fight. I fought for years but I guess I wasn't strong enough. So tonight I say goodbye to everyone in my #life. I know that you will miss me but please don't cry . Be happy for me because tonight I can finally feel the happiness I haven't felt I'm a long time .