Sometimes I Write.. This Time I'm Writing For You I never wanted better; I wanted you. What is it you don't understand? You keep saying,"good things end so we can find something better." What if that's not what I want? You've ended us selfishly Though,I loved you selfless. He lay between your thighs,letting spirit rise. God I fucking hate you. (Iloveyou) The birds outside collapsed like lungs And their notes just hung hollow Like a heart. We're all made of flesh and bone. Some of us have souls. You'll feel this eventually. If water drowns, then cry away. I hope you fucking choke. Wouldn't that irony be perfect? Some days end like this, But I'm wrapped around your name tonight. I wish I could find a way for you to die silently. I really need to kill your memory, Yet i still somewhat need your face. Come offer me that liquid embrace once more. Then I'll allow you to run away like the river. Come home 'till dawn, my love. I don't know if I want you dead or alive; I just know I want you.