Home I remember walking down the courtyard. Blood boiling. Trying to maintain my breathing. Not to mention having no clue to where I was heading. All I knew I was going somewhere. I remember catching your eyes, upon me. Instantly you knew something had happened. I always look back at that day, not sure why. Just that look on your face when you spotted me. I don't think my memory will throw that away. And I forget a lot of things. You came straight at me. Laughed at my witty anger, and put your arm around me shoulders. I never felt so safe. This isn't the only time I've felt safe. But if I had to sit and list them all, I might as well write a book. That is one of my dreams, to write a book. I must remember to tell him that. My heart ached for him, but we were so close and bonded that my heart didn't tell me. I was physically, mentally, and emotionally safe with this person. I never asked for him. He just came, and wanted to stay. So I said yes. Knowing that he was the end of me.