yltgwn ch. 5 Okay, so I might be in love with my Bestfriend. Only a little bit. I mean he is the only person whose stuck around in my #life enough to notice when things aren't right. I mean I've know Logan since seventh grade. I'm a sophmore now. When I got to high school I thought we would never be friends. But we were, we still are. Logan is my other half. He means the world to me. I pushed all those thoughts out of my head and ran straight for the bathroom. Did I ever tell you I had an eating disorder? Anyway, I've been cured, a couple times actually, but I realaps. Sometimes I might go a week without eating. I threw up all over the toilet, it was discusting, but I deserved it. I'm selfish people say, I'm just seeking attention, they say that I'm not really depressed that I just want to have friends. They're wrong. They're all wrong.