If I Had A Diary.... 11th October 2012 I just have no motivation. I feel like my little world is crumbling. Im not wanted at my job, being forced out because Im ill. I didn't get the new job I wanted. I miss my friends from uni but living the opposite end of the country means we can not speak that much I want girly night and chick flicks, popcorn and gossip. Makeup and facials. I miss it all. P is great, but nothing beats those girly times, and knowing I could have been having it if my friend had been able to have me stop the week makes this even harder.