You are driving me insane... I am so tired of me been the one who gives you everything...and all you give me is misery and loneliness... You always turn away from me...because I am not good enough for you... But yet, I am only a fill-in when you needed someone to company you... I am so sick of acting like i am been the clingy one...I don't know why I have to be nice to you...smile to you and pretend nothing is wrong... I still remember the days when I met you always say ur morning and good nites... I still can't accept the fact that is the end for me and you...and I hate myself for that... You give me so much pain...I wish I could die...I still miss your smile and kisses and the hugs to keep me warm... Although it is hard to let you go without any regrets ... I will be strong and willing to leave...is better if I'm not here...