Hard I can turn my face I cannot help but look Watching you be happy Im hung up on a hook You can play the game But i am too afraid I hear the truth, it hurts Its time i did the same I forgave you once The hardest thing But time after time I cant do it again I just don't know what you expect What am i to do next I cant turn my face Its just too hard to see I watch you act like nothing happened How am i supposed to be I really don't know what to expect What move do i make Which step do i take next I can turn my face But it will not erase The pain you put me through It just wont go away

I Know I know what i feel I cant let it heal I leave it too long It just wont be real Its such a deep secret Its so hard to keep it Keep to yourself I say Its so hard concealing I think about you Every day You are there when i dont look On the page in every book I wont turn away I try everyday Is just so hard When i know something is there I wont tell all the secrets They are hidden in my hair I could love you But you dont feel the same way I repress and neglect Because i know You dont feel the same way At the end of the road Im sure the time will come Meet me at the leap of faith If your not there I'm done Ill see you at the end We will toast our last goodbye Ill see you at the last step Ill meet you in the sky.

Ignite Do you think its funny I don't think you learn I see you smile and laughing Watch the fire burn The pyre was built And you lit the match You should have built the treehouse But you strike, you strike You ignite the thatch Watch the fire burn You strike Watch the ashes stir You strike Oh how is this fair Ignite Changed your sheets Made your bed Caused the spark Inside your head You watch the fire burn And strike You make the ashes stir And strike Oh how is this fair Ignite Smoke rises Bit by bit it burns Cracks show And bit by bit you turn Ignite By Olivia Lynn

I'm Not Stable I tried so hard to make my way Put a smile on everyday I tried so hard to feel alright Tried to make it through the night Distractions helped I couldn't see Until I was alone I need to be me I just cant stand it anymore Im sick of lying on the floor Tears roll down and over my cheek In the same position every week I don't know how To be anymore Im hurting inside The very core My heart aches I feel the pain I don't know how To live again My eyes sting now You'd think I've cried enough They just keep on going It's still just as tough Alone I sit and in the shower I stay The water keeps falling day after day Sometimes it cleans or cuts like a knife Sometimes I just want out of this #life I need you there Because I am not able To take care of me Put food on the table I'm not sturdy No I'm not stable Rewrite my story Change this fable I know your there Its you I see But I can never truly tell you How I can be Like a fairy tale So many lies Its just like a myth I want the surprise I want it to be Just like a movie I want to fall in love its everything to me In the end I know I want it to be Just like a movie You can see right through me I want to fall in love its everything to me I want to fall in love its everything to me

I Know I wonder if you know What it feels like to hold Someones heart in your hand I don't think you understand I don't think that you can see What it feels like to be me Put the shoe on your other foot Then open your eyes, take a look I know I hurt you But you did me But if you try and consider You will understand what I feel When you come into my sight I feel pain, tears prick my eyes All my hairs stand on end Because on you I used to depend All those thoughts in my head Going over the things you said The promises you made The promises you'd break But the thing that hurts the most Is what I did when we were close Close to making something good I messed about, I knew I would I know I broke it I feel it too if you will, just consider You will see what I already knew When you come into my sight Little knives pierce inside I have to wait a few days to heal Its how I know, what I felt was real And every time It hurts the same But I am learning To handle the pain I don't want it numbed Or to decrease It helps me move on Gives me a new lease Now I have learned I'm not afraid To love someone the right way By Olivia Lynn