I'm Not Stable I tried so hard to make my way Put a smile on everyday I tried so hard to feel alright Tried to make it through the night Distractions helped I couldn't see Until I was alone I need to be me I just cant stand it anymore Im sick of lying on the floor Tears roll down and over my cheek In the same position every week I don't know how To be anymore Im hurting inside The very core My heart aches I feel the pain I don't know how To live again My eyes sting now You'd think I've cried enough They just keep on going It's still just as tough Alone I sit and in the shower I stay The water keeps falling day after day Sometimes it cleans or cuts like a knife Sometimes I just want out of this #life I need you there Because I am not able To take care of me Put food on the table I'm not sturdy No I'm not stable Rewrite my story Change this fable I know your there Its you I see But I can never truly tell you How I can be Like a fairy tale So many lies Its just like a myth I want the surprise I want it to be Just like a movie I want to fall in love its everything to me In the end I know I want it to be Just like a movie You can see right through me I want to fall in love its everything to me I want to fall in love its everything to me