Desire Of My Heart I am a degree holder of Bachelor of Science in Nursing. I am a Registered Nurse, I am a staff nurse. But....hmm But then again, i felt like i'm incomplete. I want to go out of my comfort zone, I wanted to try something new, I want learn something new, I want to seek and meet new people, I want a new environment, I want to travel around the world. But still.. I dunno what path best suits me, You know what I've been asking myself, What kind of #life I want to live for? Until now, I still don't know the answer. I dunno if i wanted to start a business while i'm working in the hospital? Or is it enough that I got my license, Well, i guess its not yet the end of fullfilling my dreams, not only my dream but for my family's wealth. I've been praying so hard for me to determine my future, for what path best suits me, for what really makes me happy. Aaaand i'd always hoping for the best, and someday... In GOD's PERFECT TIMING, I'll get whatever my heart really DESIRES. Have a good night sleep my opuss friends. God bless

Currently August 10,2015 5'oclock in the afternoon here in Philippines Listening: to ed sheeran's playlist on my iphone Eating: a slice of chocolate cake Drinking: soda Wearing: shorts and a whirt shirt Feeling: bored and lazy day it is Weather: sunny day Wanting: to unwind far far away Needing: to have a deep sleepo Thinking: about my future and my future better half Praying: for my family's health and wealth. Enjoying: reading my fifty shades of grey book and of course reading blogs here in opuss. That's all for this moment. Happy blogging everyone. I love you guys. Godbless

Need-a-boyfriend Gene I once had a legal boyfriend but that was 3 years ago. After our break-up i'm not into relationship then, but now most of my age group had their long time boyfriend, and some of them have their own family. Some guys wanted to court me but deep down inside they're just not for me, they're all just like a brother to or even just a friend to me. They often teases me to anybody who's also single like me, but deep in my heart i think i'm missing the Need-a-Boyfriend gene. And the truth is i haven't met anyone who...well, whom I'm attracted to, even though part of me really longs for the heart-in-my-eyes, heart-in-my-mouth, butterflies-in-my-tummy moments. But you know what, sometimes I wonder if there's something wrong with me, or its just that its not yet the right time for me to get into a relationship again. But in reality, nobody's ever made me feel like HE'S THE ONE. I've dreamed about having a boyfriend, not a perfect one but its just a two person having a happy and loving relationship. I know in GOD's time, i'll gonna say that you're "WORTH THE WAIT" Aaad i will no longer missing a NEED-A-BOYFRIEND GENE. That would be all for today, im on the mood to post a blog here after a toxic days had passed. Thank you opuss, you are now my stress reliever. I LOVE YOU

Test Of Faith You know what? Any board exam for me isnt a test of knowledge that you know back when you were still in college but rather a TEST OF FAITH. I tell you my story about taking a Nursing Licensure Exam. How many times I took the exam before i got my license of becoming a Registered Nurse here in the Philippines? It took me four times to get my license. In all those exams I have taken, it always have the situation that i'll be choosing between my license or the situation Im in. I think GOD wants me to learn about everything. There will always be room for improvemt about my test taking strategies, about the learning habbits, about the faith. You know what, taking NLE was never an easy thing. I knew from my friends who will always be on my side no matter what. Three times i failed the exam, my family and friends are always there for me, to comfort me, to say that things will be alright, its just that its not yet your time to become a Nurse, they push me to go on and reach my goal to get my license. Until the day came, i decided to took the exam for the fourth and probably my last exam. I decided to file again at the PRC -LUCENA, i did file at CBRC-batangas for me to take the final coaching proper. Aand I did my very best to review all important notes to remember, NLE exam is just a balance of studying and relaxing sometime. When i do have the urge to study, i study like i am a scientist. When i do have the urge to eat, i ate like there's no tomorrow. When i do have the urge to sleep, i slept like im in a coma. Lol When i do have the urge to feel the heat of my opposite sex? I did it once. Lol Aaand if my body urge to go on shopping and doing movie marathon? Let it be as long there is a limit for all. Whatever my body wants, i just fulfill the desire of everything. I just have to know my priorities. My goal---> Mykko M. Alvarez, RN Aaand the day came that the LORD has made. I became a Registered Nurse in God's Glory. And my prayers while waiting the result goes like this " Father GOD, you know that this would be my last exam, you knew from the beginning that I want to get my license. I did my part, the rest is all in your hands. Whatever the result will? Ill be forever grateful and thankful that you gave me a chance to show what i've got. If my license is really for me, you will not let me down for the last time. Thank you GOD, whatever happens i'll still glorify your name" Date:January 19, 2015 Time:8pm Result: Mykko M. Alvarez, RN Yeah! Its really a TEST OF FAITH. Immensely grateful having the two letters after my surname, i've been through a lot to gain that twRN) letters.

Sleeping is so hard when you can't stop thinking. For real!!!!