dare i sing of the dragon king? robbed, dined, danced with till dawn his sons the redeemers, brothers fools aolai, aorun, aoling, aodai. dare i dream of who jellyfish was? servant, shelled and boned, disgrace wishing of the ways to eat a monkey's heart; there is no healing a peach eaten dare i lie to the emperor of the sky? he sees, he mandates, he bows to none and yet on their mountains sit jewels where then does the pure stone stand?

in the same way you dont believe love is the same love when it isnt sexual, isnt hetero, isnt 'normal' in the same way you dont believe anyone can be stronger than those given super powers with platitudes and you know you're lying for simplicity's sake in the same way you dont believe beauty can be an art form, the way its used is just a new type of canvas, writ forever and for a day you dont believe in the way The world can go on without caring.

i ache for that empty space that reaches, unforgiving a mystery is just something more to know- and infinity is the possibilities i am missing. i long to look and see, unfiltered the beauty of clarity and distance i want to dream, please, let me dream let my dance take me to my flight oh galaxy i want to embrace you trust amongst all wild things isolation incomplete on scale i crave the lift, and then the fall.

Another Truth Please Don't Sexualize Me, As alongside that goal, the thought: Appearance doesn't matter. Presentation does. And yet I want to be seen and desired Seen and photographed in memory, Seen and inspiring, seen and Heard. Ah, so, I must conform ? ( yes and no shouts a paradox at a whisper) This is no film. The angles are all the same Nobody pays attention to the Background music.

Here is the truth: I told them that i dont like to think About things- That is true. Skimming across the surface of Thought and time on a jetski Requires less commitment Less skill Then deep-sea diving into one area, oh. I havent thought plenty about anything In years. I am just a thief. Except to learn to truly steal is another Place i dont put my heart, no- To badger my way through Plunge headfirst with no thought to Strategy. Just hope that me, tank, Will be strong enough. Even though i want to play The Game I lack the skill. I lack the world. I am too afraid of letting go To hold on to anything.