Bitter sweet #lifestyle I've waited for this moment for so long. I move to a different country every 3 years, i guess u could call me a pro. But just because I've done it before, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt as much when i have to say goodbye. Truthfully im terribly happy to move away this time because im tiered of my surroundings and my friends. There are no more secrets to be told at sleepovers and there are no new walls to fill in my house. I know every path to every destination, at this point I believe it's time to move away. I want to get outside my comfort zone to get new friends that i will love so so much! And spend hours on end trying to find the perfect bean bag and closet to go in my room. Getting lost is part of all the fun of course. So i am terrified, exited,nervous and tiered but most of all i simply cannot wait.

I long for the perfect friends, the ones you see in movies where they trust each other and always have each other's backs. Lately I don't

I thought i was special amazing wonderful not saying that I'm nothing I've always known a lot of people have been through much more than i have but i didn't expect THAT many plus I've started to feel like every one els like NORMAL i feel it my new vans shoes my awesome shirt my best leggings my blue and white school bag hanging on my shoulder i actually feel normal for once i don't know if its just me who has felt the change. i bet every one has

Tidying my room just sucks cause i know i have to get rid of stuff but when u move often its hard to throw your passed away since nothing els is ever gona make you feel the same

Tell me what it is you plan to do with your one wild and precious #life? - Mary Oliver This has appeared in so many of my dreams that im starting to wonder maybe i haven't found a way to properly answer this question but maybe one day i will