Lost Love In The Night I wake up in the morning full of regret . Why did she say them things why would she hurt me that much . She promised she would always be there . Yet here I lay alone once again . My heart burning the passion to much to hold in . My pillow alive with dreams of her . I walk down steers to a cold living room . The smell of her perfume still in the hair . Like rosés in the spring her picture on the wall . O' how happy we was our hearts was one . Our dreams was the same we wanted the same things . Yes she was the one she was my fire . Now I am Ice cold as the winter breeze . No were left to turn . How long has she been with him how long has her heart loved him . Just that fort starts the tears over again falling on the picture frame . My eyes lost in memories .... I struggle to bring my self back around Still the fort of him lingers. In my head Who? Is he how did they meet I grip a whiskey bottle in a daze Is it to early for that I slowly take of the cork just the smell is to much my body is crying no yet I just empty it It hits me is this what it's come to? Have I falling so low Drunk with the desire to kill am I really using the world kill My heart try's to talk me out of it Yet I'm in my dads old tool box looking for that gun Wow do I have the guts maybe maybe not My hands running through the tools We're can it be I'm sure I seen it last time I was looking in here Yes it's here I got the answer as I hold it Looking at it I feel so strong so Manley It has free bolletts I push it Down my belt line The fort comes to me were can they be? I find some more whiskey as I look for the car keys As I walk outside its raining really bad To we're should I go to look? Her place maybe I get there in good time as I jumped all the traffic lights I look through the window and they are both there She has a open fire they are both just looking at one and other At first I think il just run in and start shouting Hhaa just the idea of it can i really use this gun Could me the never hurt any one in my #life kill them I shake my head pull your self together I look more and more I see her smile that smile that worms my heart I tell my self I can't do this she looks so happy He has not let go of her hand all the time I have been here Dos he love her more then me? I just turn around I leave the car I head to the leak just a mile or so from her place Walking in the rain so many forts Is she happy maybe he's better for her Thunder lashing the sky rain dripping from my face I send her a text on my phone Saying that I'm happy for her and I want the best for them I put the gun to my head and say the last words that was in my head LOST LOVE IN THE NIGHT The end by Luke lee England. Chester .

Goodbye I once fort that you had it all dreamed all about you but now I know you lied to me told me that you would all ways be there but when the truth came out your just on fair it put me in a way that I can't explain left me darkness and mental pain in forever rain no sun to see alone in this prison just you and me you tricked me told me that this was fate I was so down I couldn't debate but then I remembered something you said one day you told me that I'm better of dead but maybe its you who needs to cry I'm sick of you so this is goodbye see you broke me down but now iv turned around heading to the stars no time to look down maybe its. Me or maybe its u I don't understand after all we went through you kept saying that u was gonna make me great but now I know its just 2 late I close my eyes no were to look everyday is a fight 2 keep my self from giving up no matter what I do I can't stop the tears hating my self after all does years i have been to a place were there's just no light lost in a darkness no well 2 fight making every day a struggle to live you come 2 see but you don't give you laff joke what ever its fine but its the pain that keeps me from crossing that line and if I make it thorough then it was worth the fight grab a star out the sky and say give me light and grant me a wish that some one well see That there's hope in this world even if its not from me x

Nothing Can Stop Me I came 2 this world riding on a star with a dream in my hart just 2 see her with the power 2 stop time 2 fight on tel she's mine and look straight in 2 death and with my last breath and scream u got nothing so don't u start blothing 4 her face let me see and give her my harts key if she wants the world she can have its in my hand grab it and the clouds are all mine and the stars will get in line just 2 see her lips the touch of her finger tips the earth I promise 2 crush if she says my loves 2 much and if she says I do I'll make the sun shine all night frue and the#moonI'll make come close 2 show her my love I'll all ways boost xxxx xxxxx

Who Am I Looking in the mirror I can only see pain truth hiding away a warrior that was slain a heart that glows but eyes that are closed who am I but I whisper out a lie I am gone no where left I can run the answer can't be found tears falling on the ground the wind blows a touch on my skin and I wipe away a grin I look to the stars then I remember am the one I found who i am I am the sun

The Meaning Of Love? Love can not be found love can not be touched love is the reason why? We hurt so much love is tears love is true love is the only thing that I have for you