#life #life is fun #life isnt fair #life is hard It can make you feel scared. Everything happens, as it should It makes you turn, bad or good This all depends, on the way you think Feeling sad Like #life really stinks Are you being punished Or is it as it should be Teaching you lessons Or making you see Not everyone is genuine Not everyone is fair And going through #life You'l realise some people just dont care As time goes by And your getting older You will realise Your heart is getting colder Do you become synical And do you become hot aired Or do you realise That those people never cared A world full of happiness Would be great for you and me But sadness brings strength And builds character for free Looking at things The way that you see Most certainly isnt the way That it could be You think you know things But all isnt as it seems There is always closed doors That people cant see Learning to accept things Can set you free #life isnt always As you want it to be Being judged is awful It tears you apart You feel yourself explaining But still people are in the dark We are all judgemental Its just how we are made But stepping back to think We have no idea how the story is played Learn to accept that Things must go wrong So that you can grow Into someone so strong

Pregnancy You plan for a baby Such an exciting time A new adventure Making you give up the wine Your breast become sore The pain is so bad Putting on a bra Just makes you feel sad This is before A test is even done You just no It doesnt feel fun You do the test and see the two lines The joy you feel is so very unreal Then comes the sickness And the bad head Feeling so nausious Sickness straight from out of bed This isnt fun How could this be A constant hangover Is what it feels like to me Pregnancy in TV Looks like a good thing Smiling and laughing Could even say glowing The toilet becomes Your new best friend Weeing for england And being sick no end The bloating apears Along with trapped wind Feeling uncomfortable How have i syned Cramps in your pelvis Is yet to come Like a stabbing pain Right by your front bum Backache begins And im still not showing How is it Im the only one not glowing Tiredness gets you Right from the start Not letting it beat you Becomes a great art Your skin becomes itchy Not great i must say Scratching your whole body All through the day The sickness subsides And you begin to eat But wait a minute Whats happening to my feet Your ankles get swollen Your feet begin to throb How can this happen When will this all stop Brushing your teeth That are usually good Now when you brush them Your spitting out blood All of these symptoms Were happening to me I was only pregnant How could that be Just when you think The worse has all gone You realise much worse Is yet to come Blood vessles expoding Although not painful to me The look of the vessles Were not good to see Nose bleeds then started Where ever i would be Leaving red stains All over my knee Trying to sleep Becomes a big pain Not least because Of my varracus veins Tossing and turning Like a dumper truck Realising quite regulary In bed i was stuck Then came the leg cramps Painful as can be Toes stretched out like spiders legs And there was a screaming me Feet in the air Screaming in pain Unable to get out And stamp out the pain All of the time Feeling so hot Unable to cool down Surely thats the lot Dizziness comes Feeling so faint Falling for nothing This is not great Heartburn is something Quite common to me But luckily through pregnancy This left me be The worse of the lot Was yet to come The haemorrhoids Bringing pain to my bum This was a pain I couldnt take lightly Making me quirm And making me squeeze tightly Not long left Til it comes to an end Maybe then Ill be able to bend Feeling angry Almost every day And tears come streaming What can i say Pregnancy is hard Pregnancy is painful Nine months or torture Then uv to get playful The baby arrives Pregnancy is forgotten Until you see the stretchmarks All over you bottom

Giving Birth The day giving birth what a wonderful thing not knowing what to expect i didnt know anything The pains came one night uncomfortable you see but my baby was early so how could it be Braxton hicks they say in the weeks to birth thats what it must be and i was expecting much worse The hospital i arrived expecting to leave but as i got there i started to heave The toilet was far but i needed to go but the nurse told me i couldn't go. Why was she telling me to get on the bed hasn't she listened i need the toilet instead She told me the baby was on its way which makes you feel your bowls are going to give way. Pushing for hours why wont it come i really feel like im losing my bum This is not how i expected it to be no-one had told me i thought info was free The baby arrives this bundle of joy tell me what iv got im expecting a boy you have a girl excited i should be but all i could think was im tired you see I couldn't of cared if an alien had come out it was all over and i no longer need to shout It doesn't feel real it feels like a dream me and my husband have now to be a team What do we do with this tiny little #life iv only just got used to being a wife Surgery i went as things didn't go to plan hundreds of stitches leaving my husband holding the can They gave me an injecting making me paralysed you see why the hell have they done this to me Not feeling my legs was horrible for me why would anyone choose this feeling i really cant see For hours i was stuck not moving from bed i even couldn't make it to stoke my babies head The tea and toast is a fond memory for me i didn't want my husband to share it with me After the night it was time to go home now was the test we have to go it alone