Before I Sleep ; I do alot of thinking before I sleep. ~I play senses in my head. ~I practice the things I want to say. ~I create scenarios in my head that will never happen in reality. ~I have endless 'what ifs'. ~I think of all the people I miss. ~I make plans for the next day. ~I think of all the people I hate. ~I recall every single beautiful moments i had earlier. ~I ask myself alot of questions.

Believe This. Do you believe that the loneliest people are the kindest? The saddest people smile the brightest? The most damaged are the wisest? Maybe because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do.

I love LISTENING to LIES when I know the truth

Back At The Start She was getting better. But then she remembered what she was trying to get away from,she remembered the things that tear her apart.Now she's back at the start.

#quote "You say you love rain,but you use an umbrella to walk under it.You say you love sun,but you seek shade when it is shining.You say you love wind,but when it comes you close your windows.So thats why im scared when you say you love me." -Bob Marley.