Sometimes people just don't understand. This is why I don't ever want to explain myself because i know people won't know what im trying to say. Its an ongoing cycle of trying to find people who understand me. But once i come across a genuine listener, its like all the work I've done becomes a distant past and im no longer frustrated. so thank you to all the people who understand other people.

It is like you never even met me. Your eyes. I remember them so green and vivid, but now they are just eyes. Your lips. I remember the sensation of them connecting with mine with passion and love, but now they are just lips. Your hands. I remember them touching me and holding me any time you were around me, but now they are just hands. Your smile. I remember feeling refreshed after I saw it and how often you would do it, but now it means nothing. Your mind does not want to remember me, but your body knows me all too well.

Relationships Everyone always pictures how beautiful and amazing it will be when you're married. That night, the lights, cameras and both families conjoined together by two people that fell in love. Isn't that so beautiful? That two people can bring together more than 100 people. Love is strange, but exciting. No one goes out one day expecting to fall in love. It just happens and not in the fairy tale movie way, but in the unexpected and unexplained over time kind of way. You don't know who you're going to end up with and that's the beauty of it because if we knew then we wouldn't be as anxious for our marriage as we are now. Some people say that their marriage is terrible or tell kids to not fall in love, but what made them say that? They fell out of love. They didn't experience the true and pure extent of what love is. They try to guide us and tell us not to, but they are fools themselves. They think they found real love, but real love is finding each other with time. Taking everything at its own pace and no rushing. Not expensive cars, jewellery, or clothes. Not hiking and finding the coolest place to show off on social media. And definitely not setting yourself up for #relationshipgoals. Love isn't defined through a hashtag nor through a tv show or movie. It is defined by how much effort and how important your relationship is to you and your other half. Stop trying to act like you're so independent. You can't do everything by yourself and you know that. How must it be if we all think we have these "goals," but we can't even get past a lit up screen. If you really had goals, it would be to put your own phone down and make those things happen instead of showing off on Twitter saying that you will. Don't be afraid. Go find your purpose. Don't wait for something to happen, bad or good, for you to start searching. Don't go through #life merely scraping the surface of your purpose. Nothing will change if you don't try it yourself. And for the love of God, stop making everything about yourself because this generation is selfish enough as it is. No need to add to it. When you do become successful, humble yourself. Don't think you're any higher than the hobo on the street because you aren't. Destroy your ego or it will destroy you. Humble yourself and guide yourself and others to find the purpose of #life.