Heartless I wish you could see how much I put into everything we once had. I wish you would notice how much it hurt me, how incredibly easy it was for you to move on... As I still cry myself to sleep. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. You told me you loved me. I believed you. I believed. I. I miss. I miss you. What did I do? What can I do? Why is it so ridiculously painful to think back on what we used to have? And you've forgotten so easily. I wish I could be like you. I wish I couldn't have a heart. I wish I could move on with the snap of my fingers. I wish I could just tell you everything and not worry.

{Love Series Two} We don't know our final definition of love. We just know as much as we can love.

{Love Series One} They say we're too young to love. But maybe they're too old to remember.

NOT TO MENTION. He always ditches me, even though he complains we don't "hang out" enough. Hypocritical dick head. I wanna cry my eyes out every time I'm around him, cause I know he'll never feel the way he used too. And it literally brings tears to my eyes. I started crying in the ceremony because I was overthinking. AS USUAL. and it fucked up my #life. I'm just gonna go kill myself now. Later gators 

Daily Venting 1 I am literally incapable of being around him without completely breaking down. I saw him today, with her and I couldn't handle it. I ran to the bathroom, made myself barf, and cried until I barfed some more. I was disgusted. I still am disgusted. I just want back what we had. I just want a simple "hello" from you, staying by my side, not running off to her. I can't keep being "just friends" with you. It has to be more, or nothing at all. Because I can't take JUST that. Especially not after all we went through together. Why is it so easy for you to get over me? Why can't I get over you just like that? This is ridiculous. I just was "us" back, please. With the cheesy little nicknames we had for each other to running away from little kids following us. I want it all back. With you.