NOT TO MENTION. He always ditches me, even though he complains we don't "hang out" enough. Hypocritical dick head. I wanna cry my eyes out every time I'm around him, cause I know he'll never feel the way he used too. And it literally brings tears to my eyes. I started crying in the ceremony because I was overthinking. AS USUAL. and it fucked up my #life. I'm just gonna go kill myself now. Later gators