Daily Venting 1 I am literally incapable of being around him without completely breaking down. I saw him today, with her and I couldn't handle it. I ran to the bathroom, made myself barf, and cried until I barfed some more. I was disgusted. I still am disgusted. I just want back what we had. I just want a simple "hello" from you, staying by my side, not running off to her. I can't keep being "just friends" with you. It has to be more, or nothing at all. Because I can't take JUST that. Especially not after all we went through together. Why is it so easy for you to get over me? Why can't I get over you just like that? This is ridiculous. I just was "us" back, please. With the cheesy little nicknames we had for each other to running away from little kids following us. I want it all back. With you.
