Time You were the one I wanted most To stay. But time could not Be kept at bay The more it goes The more it's gone, The more it takes away.

Three The walls are empty We're fading fast Standing in the rubble Of a broken past The ropes are getting tighter The ones we made to tie us together Contorting blackened knots They burst and we fall apart forever Three became two And two became one One tried to follow But she tripped when she started to run One

Bob The Builder CAN WE FIX IT!? He lookes down at the peaces of her tattered, and torn heart she lookes at him with a sad kind of hope in her dark eyes, black tears pooling at the edges, one escapes down her mascara blacked cheek and stains the collar of her shirt He lookes back at her And with a tear rolling down his own face, he replies, no we can't..

The Night This All Started, February 15, 2014 I'm not depressed I can still smile at pretty things I laugh when jokes were funny And I still like to sing But when I am alone Something is broken I fall into this sadness Again not to be spoken I look in the mirror And I don't like what I see And the tears always fall When I'm falling asleep. I miss something That doesn't exist Maybe it was a chance Or a feeling That I had dismissed I'm not depressed I've just been sad for awhile But I can still find the light I can still smile.

Pain Unspoken Mommy, Daddy, Cant you see, How much your words are hurting me? I think of every word you said, At nights when i cant seem to sleep in my bed Sister, Brother, Dont you hear? Im in my room, holding back every tear, I dont want you to know im broken So i'll keep smilling and leave all the pain unspoken Friends, Lover, Dont you know? There are to many things I chose not to show, I scream, i cry, I cut, i lie, But most of all i want to die..