Heeeyyyy I think it's quite apt for me to come back, It's taken a while to get over the crap. Don't know if you've missed me, Not sure if I care. But having no outlet is more than I can bare. So here I am back spitting my shit, Say hi if you want, and I hope you like it

Hey So I haven't been around for a bit, To be honest I've been feeling worse than shit. I've been surrounded by negativities, Keeping busy with mundane activities. I started a blog and my #life I chose to share, For all who are bothered to look on there. It has lifted my spirits to have the outlet, The bad stuff will come back again though, I bet. For now I'm on top and nothing I do lack, So this little #poems to tell you... IM BACK

Tumblr? Anyone on tumblr? Iv opened an account and am looking for inspirational people to follow. Of course, opuss was my first port of call.

Breath It's impossible to breath right now. Operations looming, Waiting on decisions from uni, my past creeping up on me in flashes and painting on a fake smile and swagger for the world. Someone save me? Hold me? Tell me everything will be okay?

Whatever! Abused and messed up, yea I know. You think I need you to tell me that though? I'm in control sexually, And I decide what happens to me! You get in a grump because one night I didn't put out, Turn it into an argument and begin to shout! So one night it didn't happen I wasn't feeling my best, I needed time to think! Give it a rest! I'm trying to change me and you're acting all glum, For fucks sake is it that important to come?! It's not like it's been forever just hold me! Or lose me I'm not bothered you think so selfishly. Leave me! can't be arsed I'm putting myself first, I'd rather do that than the worst come to the worst. I love sex so please don't get it twisted, But there's more to my #life than you getting fisted!