Hello my dearies...so I decided to blog because maybe I have interesting opinions or something so um yeah my #life... Recently I was on omegle being a general annoyance to society (my favourite activity) when I went into the asky thing and someone asked the quickest way to kill themselves because they had #depression and crap. Now that could go two ways just seeking attention (that's a fucking foul way to do it) Or someone was about to suicide and I was not taking that chance so I carefully typed in 'Dont kill yourself' but as I did a message from the stranger came up saying 'kill yourself do it faggot' I of course blew my shit. And I feel guilty because I got in a fight with this dick instead of helping the person. But the dick started blaming it on me and said I had probably raised my kids to be pussies and I was like wow I love cats that would be awesome not but really I'm fifteen so they kinda made me laugh. But I've lost what little faith I had in humanity. Recently my friend moved away and I feel like shit because as much as I love my other friends I couldn't chill with them as much as I could with Yvonne* she just never judged me. My other friend started being the giantest bitch really. So we were talking in drama and we didn't use her idea so she didn't hang out for us for like a week and I was like 'meh you do this all the time and I'm over your shit anyway.' So that weekend my friends Yvonne, Alexis* and Carli* came over and and we went to a wild#life park and because I live I Australia it was pretty awesome we fed Kangaroos and petted dingos. But the whore Taina* texted and asked me why she wasn't invited and I was like seriously are you kidding? You haven't spoken to me in a weak your glares caused Alexis to have a freaking panic attack I'm not inviting you. And anyway the point is she just started being a bitch and i was just over it and its like i lost two friends and it sucks ya know. So basically I'm laying here with no faith in humanity(I'm actually sitting but that is not the point) and I just ugh hopefully next time I'll have something good to say. *names have been changed.

A Nightingale In A Golden Cage She wasn't anything fancy. Anymore pretty, then any other girl here. Miss Annabel calls her nightingale. "Like that bird" miss will say "so plain yet such a beautiful voice" but I don't get it because she doesn't have a nice voice. Miss said it was a metaphor and asked if I ever learned proper English. And I told her no of course because I was learning how to survive not write or talk proper. Miss then said "well you see that girl, she isn't particularly pretty but she is well-spoken and clever-unlike you girl" How rude that she calls her nightingale and me 'girl' and it doesn't sound that bad till you hear her say it. Like I'm a child or something. But the thing is I might not be as smart or come from as good a background as the other girls but I'm a hell of a lot more grown up. So I've been reading to prove miss Annabel wrong. And I have learnt she is not really like a nightingale. More like a nightingale in a golden cage-See I've got the art of metaphor down packed. But I'll tell you why I think that. She is so controlled and alone. And put up like she is this model example of what we should be and no one ever sees her as a person. So maybe I'll settle for just being 'girl' cause at least I'm a person. Not some bird locked in a cage. #titlechallenge #nightingale