Ashes Look on us from above not below What you did was from being desperate and having no grasp on control. You did not will to commit a sin But yet you feel like you screwed up again You were hurt you were confused You were alone you were abused And people took advantage of that quiet person in the back Self esteem you did lack But I wanted to let you know as you soar above That down here you were always loved

Promises So many of them broken Shattered even more with every sorry Not even time can argue with our unspoken words Or save us from self inflicted pain You say we should tell others our story, write it down Just so we could be remembered But my dear let me remind you that words can be erased and people can die So pick up all the broken shards and put them together again But realize that eack time it shatters you lose a piece forever and never again shall it be whole

Spider In a web of tingled lies. A little spider sings its tune. Never is it aware of the pieces of truth it catches. Until it is time to sheild them again with a cocoon of hurt. That spider never realizes the pain it causes, but it realizes the pain it is caused. The spider only keeps on singing. If only to hide it's feelings. The reality that no one could love a monster is too much for the spider to bare, but accepts. So the spider stays to making its web of lies. Waiting for the day it dies.

The World's End How many promises have to be broken?How many lies have to be told? How many hopes shattered? How many thoughts to hold? Before I fall down and break, and blood spills. Before I die alone and cold. With no wisdom of the old. How long before the world ends? Leaving us damaged and souless. Lost ghost wanting a #life, wanting something to hold, but finding nothing. How much time until we fall? An army bound by loyalty and hate. How long do we have to wander blind, oblivious to the malevolence of the world? Why can't we see the light a single candle brings? For it is the hope an joy of everything. We are lost for now, we are lost forever. Only our future can save us from our horrid past. We are our own destruction. And the only #life for us is the one that has been.

Death Of You I couldn't fuss but felt the pain. Saw the grey skies that could not rain. I looked up to the heavens, no tears in my eyes, and told myself everybody dies. But none were so special and pure and true. And no one could take the place of you.