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"Everything You Want Is On The Other Side Of Fear"

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Translate   11 years ago

Fibromyalgia used to be my crutch. I was defined by it. But then #depression became much bigger than fibro and following #depression, came poor health. I'm 38, I never saw myself in this place in my #life where I have landed. I have a beautiful daughter. She keeps me going, alive. It's not enough to be alive for your children, but to also be present, involved and happy. I have a long journey ahead, but I can say I have never stopped fighting. I don't think I ever will.

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    Translate   11 years ago

    "I'll only have you if your presence is sweeter than my solitude" -Warshire

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      Translate   12 years ago

      In the open air I can let the wind blow thru me and feel all the bad drift away.

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        Translate   12 years ago

        Journey to Free A clear soul. pure and undefined growing and soaking in the ideas and scenes of the world around her she suffers an unimaginable pain She soaks it in as her own and then of the ones around her She becomes someone else, Everyone else And it almost kills her With a clouded knowledge of her ability she suffers for many years, not understanding it She wants to leave this earth and everything in it except one The child that loves her more than she loves herself Stuck between pain and love, the desire to leave and the need to stay Pushing and driving on through confusion, she becomes insane yet held together by her own strength the only natural gift that kept her alive The prison she slept in a fetal position tears pouring from her eyes held her tighter every cold winter until it ran into Spring and almost into Summer Something changed when she realized that all she had left was her ability to feel everyone else That those feelings did not make up who SHE was They weren't hers and she could give them away As they left her, she became a clear soul once again Pure but very defined. Suffering only the remnants of what a stubbed toe would feel like when the pain begins to dissipate. Physical pain that is a scar from her #life and a reminder of what was Opening her eyes, she sees all the good in herself and what is around her the love in her daughters eyes and the love in her heart for this child The sun shines and the animals look at her with need No more weight and confusion She is free and wise, stronger than before, and willing to feel the sadness and let it go Everything is new, fresh and she is so happy to be alive Eyes wide open and heart full of good She can give this good forever and live a well earned, pure, defined #life.

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        This is the journey I've taken in my life and how I'm accepting the life I live now. Hope you get something helpful out of this. My ability to read people has been my biggest struggle. Not so much anymore. I learned to separate myself from all those I read
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          Translate   12 years ago

          Death is not today Today I opened my eyes to something new. Yesterday was grey and hollow. I couldn't see anything I wanted to live for. My stomach felt like it was turning around and around making me dizzy, and tired. But today.......I woke up in the sunlight and I didn't feel pain that I couldn't easily handle. I appreciated everything that I saw and it was all beautiful and yellow. Not blinding, just right. I was able to be free for the first time ever and I was still alive.

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