Untitled I whispered my dreams to the moon a quiet midnight promised me  I'd be back home soon I cried tears from the Jupiter storm The salt burned my cheeks, and I knew Promises are always broken I hide underneath the night time I hate being exposed by a sunrise You compare dawn to a fresh start but each day isn't new, it is simply a continuation of the night before. There's no moment of blackness or moment of seeing the light There is a transition to either state just pay attention and look with  open eyes.

Struggle Resentment Is a dirty little shit It's the stepbrother Of insecurity. Struggling And watching others Slide by Undeserved chances; I know I should just Worry about myself  But this monster  lives in me And rises when the struggle Hurts me the most Just to poke a stick At my heart It reminds me Of things offered others While I put my sweat Into my home My tears Into my schoolwork  Alcohol  In my blood To deal with it all. It could be worse I've clawed my way To get here. Shit Just throw me a bone Once in a while.

Ink Stained Hands I write. I bleed while I try to murder my demon with my words. I have his blood in my hands. There’s a war  going on  I don’t win every battle but each fight is a valiant attempt at saving me from myself.

Soul Sailing Think you're destined for greatness? Watch for the devil's finesse Trapping you in great distress selling your soul in regret.

Forgotten Stupidly invisible Desparately unnoticeable Beauty overrated Sense of humor outdated Lonely regardless Thinking that drinking Is harmless Drunk off my henny Drunk off a fantasy Wishing for friendship But nothing is flawless. Tears filling my chest Emotions running with no rest Should have dealt with them before Before I had an audience.