Calling Nothings felt right lately And the blade has been calling. It says "come on kid, let me taste your skin. Why have you been stalling?" I've pushed it off for months. Lately I've been quite proud, But tonight is different. That blade has been calling especially loud.

You broke my heart outside in the snow. I cried into you for an hour. Then I was forced to let you go. You turned around and left me there, even after I begged you to stay. Almost two whole years left in the snow to decay. Well I was a mess, and I took it so very hard. You could easily tell, by each little scar. The funny thing about #depression, It slowly creeps into your #life. You never really notice its there, Until the last second you are holding the knife. I guess I grabbed onto the rope. I climbed out of that dark well. I left all the memories. They were making my heart swell. Now I am better. I'm glad you didn't stay, Because finally after all this time, my hearts beating okay.

Tell Me I apologize and you get mad when I do. So please tell me, what the hell am I suppose to say to you? Please tell me what to say. We sit so close, yet your beautiful eyes seem miles away. Tell me whats wrong. Be happy. Call me on the phone and sing me a song. Just love me like you used to. And when I say those three words, say you love me too.

Slipping Maybe if I never could feel I wouldn't feel the pain Of losing your love Could live without the strain I know it wasn't on purpose But you reached straight to my heart Held it for awhile Than used those perfected fingers to tear it apart I know it isn't visible Something you can hardly see But this pain is so much worse Than anything you could ever do to me I grasp your love so tightly But recently its been slipping through My fingertips envy it You used to envy mine too Please don't make me live without you I could hardly bare it If you don't love me Please never declare it

Your smell is so enticing I can never stay mad at you Which is a little frightening