How Do I Know? Exhilarating, It’s a new feeling for me, Or have I just, Shunned the feeling. Yes, I did, It is nauseating, You fall in love, Then you fall out of it. What’s the point? The sound of your giggles, Makes me excited but disgusted. After all, I’ve always been a philophobe. But feeling it the same time, Is new, You’re the only one, That made me feel this way. I wonder, If this is a new chapter in my #life, A chapter without the fear of love, A chapter with you. -P.S

Burning Stars The way your breath, Whispers into my ear, While slowly closing your eyes, As you fall into a deep trance, With me, Within arm’s reach, Yet still inches away, The pleasure and ecstasy, Of being with you, The very thought of you, Makes my body burn, With love and desire, Wanting to hold you, Never letting go, Leaving traces of me, On your skin, As the stars shine, Across the sky, And hoping to wake up, With you, In my arms, The next morning.

One Last Time The best night of my #life, Never again to be revisited, It made me fall for you, But I’m not supposed to, The way you went down on me, Led me to believe, That you want me as much as I do, At morning, I woke up, With rustling from your side of the bed, I knew what that meant I knew that you were going, What you didn’t know, Is that you were taking my heart with you. I didn’t bother to stop you, I knew that if I did, It wouldn’t make a difference, It would never work out, Cause I was just a friend to you, But I never wanted this to be, Our last time. -P.S.

Envy It starts with a name, I blink, I can't let you see what I'm feeling, I can't possibly tell you what I think. * I told you about my day, About how I met up with an old friend, We went out for lunch, Then it went all muddy. So I listen intently, “Trying” not to let it bother me, Emphasis on trying, But of course, My mind wanders, And I find myself thinking. I wasn’t sure if you were listening, But I kept talking unconsciously, I was too excited to mind, That your attention had already drifted. Why on Earth are you telling me about her? It doesn't concern me, It needn't concern you, Why does it bother me so, That you want to let me know? You’ve been smiling the whole time, Are you really interested? You’ve your arms crossed, You turned your back and ate some chips. I nod my head at what you say, But internally, I start to pray, That you don't ask me a question, Or see the mild contempt in my expression, I swear you have my attention! I felt something wrong, You were never this quiet, I always wondered, I’d ask “what’s wrong?” But I’m afraid to know. Why do I feel such a strong dislike, Towards her, Why does it hurt my pride? I wonder, It can't be what I think, Can it? I thought I’d never be the type… Dammit! I feel a change of aura, A very blue lady of mine, I knew, I shouldn’t have, You were… Green and mean, A feeling unseen, Bordering on crazy, A girl filled with envy. *every second stanza is from the guy's perspective

11249 I miss your wonderful smile, Your glistening eyes, Your soft cheeks, Your warm hugs. It’s difficult, For you and me, Eleven thousand two hundred forty nine kilometers away, An eight hour difference. You’d wake up, To me eating lunch, I’d sleep, To you coming home, tired. I wonder if, I’d wake up to you, Making breakfast for me, Nudging me to get up and eat. I wonder if, I’d sleep with you by my side, Smelling the fragrance of your freshly washed hair, Having you snuggled in my arms. I guess, We just have to wait, And see.