Its not whether you get down, its whether you get up... -Vince Lombardi

No Second Chances (Sequel To No Love) After a good 8 months, i finally erased you cleanly from my mind.. I was no longer thinking about you.. I could smile and laugh again.. I even met a really nice man.. But why did you reappear in my #life again? I was walking down the street when i saw a familiar back figure.. It was you.. You turned around and our eyes locked.. We stared at each other blankly before a woman came up to you and hugged you.. The sight of That made me wanna puke.. But you shoved her away and walked towards me.. We stared right into each other's eyes.. My heart used to skip a beat just by gazing into your eyes but there's nothing left of us now.. I had thrown away my feelings for you.. "I'm sorry.." You finally spoke up.. I frowned and clenched my fist.. That was last thing i wanted to hear from you.. "I'm sorry.. I know how much of a fool i am.. And i hate myself for that.. Could you just give me one more chance? I promise i-" I couldn't take it anymore.. I punched you right across you cheek.. You winced in pain.. "No, i don't want to hear any of your bullsh!t.. You're full of empty promises.. What happened to forever? What happened to our love? Why say 'i love you' when you don't even mean it? Why come back now and beg for forgiveness? " i shouted.. You were shocked by my sudden outburst.. "I'm sorry.." You looked down.. I lifted your chin to make you look at me in the eye.. "I don't want to hear your apologies.. There's nothing to be sorry about because this was what you wanted and deserved.. My feelings for you had long been gone so don't appear in front of me again.. You disgust me." I said.. I walked away from you just like how you did.. There will be no more tears shed for you or any feelings left for you because that was what i promised myself.. I have forgotten you completely and there will be no second chances..

Friendship Whats the point of being friends when both parties dislike each other? Lets just live our own #life without bothering each other anymore..

No Love My heart fluttered whenever you smiled.. You had the kind of eyes that i would melt in.. Your spontaneous laughter makes me laugh too.. I'm happy whenever you're near me.. I can never forget the time when you first asked me if i could be your girlfriend.. I was so happy.. The days spent with you were all so gleeful and joyful.. Our mini moments when we would randomly chat about something that probably no one cares about except us.. When we steal glances at each other and laugh about it later on.. When we would hold each others hand, never letting go.. I miss those moments... Then a few years later, you proposed to me.. I was overjoyed! I thought that we could finally start our own family.. We then found jobs soon after and after a year of labour, we could finally afford to buy a house.. We then moved in together.. You were the light to my dark days.. But because of your job, you got busier and busier.. I would wait all night for you to return and give you massages.. The meals that i've cooked often became leftovers.. The arguements that we had increased.. The calls and texts that we made to each other decreased to nothing at all.. You didn't even tell me you had changed your phone number.. But i still loved you and i tried carrying on with our marriage despite complications.. Sometimes you would come home late at night with a faint scent of perfume but i always brushed that thought away, forcing myself to think that everything is alright even though its not.. One night, you came back home drunk.. You hit me and told me that i didn't contribute or help you at all and told me i was the cause of you getting so stressed.. I walked out of that house crying.. I stayed over at my best friend's house and didn't return for 2 weeks.. I was very worried about you.. Worried if you had taken your meals, worried if you were fine and healthy.. But i soon came to realise how much of a fool i was.. I went back home late at night after i couldn't take it anymore.. Thats when i saw you there on the couch drinking wine.. I walked through that door but you didn't even flinch.. You didn't show any sign of affection.. Thats when i knew, our love was gone.. You looked at me but continued drinking your wine.. Did you not notice that i was gone for 2 weeks? I went into our bedroom and took out the suitcase i used to use when we went on holidays and packed all my stuff in it, not leaving a trace of me in there.. The photos that we took together were of us smiling.. But i tore them apart and threw them onto the ground.. I walked out with my suitcase... You looked at me in shock but didn't do or say anything... You then walked over to the kitchen to get more wine.. When did we ever go wrong? I wanted you to grab me and tell me that you still love me.. And tell me that you don't want me to leave.. But you didn't, and that was the last straw.. I glanced at you one last time before making my way out of the house, not turning back.. Because i knew that if i turned back again, i would regret.. I placed the keys in the house, not taking it with me because i know that i would never go back there again.. I turned my back on you just like how you did first and walked away.. No more tears to be shed for you, no more heartbreaks because of you and no more memories to be shared with you.. I am sick and tired of it.. I signed the divorce papers and left it in the house before leaving.. I'm going down the path without you now.. Wait no, you have left me before i knew but i was the fool who had chosen to believe in you.. But i will stay strong and live my #life without you.. I will be happier and forget you because you had thrown away our memories long before i knew.. And because of that, i will too...