Alone I am alone. everyday. Surrounded with people. I am invisible. I lock my bedroom door, I love the clicking sound of the lock. I feel the secure wave through my mind that being alone cannot be disturbed in such a world of primitive people.

Lonely I stood there in a blur, my captivating imagination taking me somewhere else. I ignored them even though each one of them had someone to hold. While I stood alone. I let my mind roam. I walked away with no emotion displayed on my face. I thought to myself in such contributing energy " Walk away from the people you once knew. Hoping one day they'll regret the chance they blew, if they only knew" Memories so bittersweet, the people they've become now I can't defeat, I fall to my feet feeling obsolete. There was no use for me, my eyes became misty. I walked away in the fog in disgust. Their laughters cackled, I could hear from miles away. It resembled they didn't care about me, they thought I was being nettlesome. But in their minds they could do no wrong, and it was all my fault to them. I seemed to be harebrained and unrestrained to their uncongenial ways towards me. I don't understand why I as a person is in so much demand. Demand from people who don't even care about me leaving me in a quandary state of mind. They are so blind. Forget the memories now and the pain you are suffering will fade away, and they'll wonder why you refuse to even speak a word out of your mouth or make eye contact, because you were never able to hurt someone like the way they hurt you. A period in my #life that was so blue.

I Won't Forget As you were laid down to rest, I could never forget. Tears streaming... Down my face. I kissed you goodbye and I thought I might just die. A thousand mourns from my soul, and a million hearty thanks for being there and a billion tears filling the ocean from my cries and precious little eyes. Do not worry you're spirit still lives on, you're standing beside me, grasping my arm. I see the imprint of you're face smiling behind me as I walk on, listening to our favorite song. humming the beat, I hear the tap of you're feet. Dancing with me, although to others it looks like I'm dancing alone, it's just you and me and that's why I wrote you this little #poem. - Haley Cagliostro

Ocean Tears & Thoughts My tears roll as rough as the ocean waves down my face. It's only so much I can take. The emptiness and loneliness hurts, and the people laughing at you. The voices inside my head. I wish I could turn it off, I'm not saying I'm a schizophrenic but I theres feelings inside. I can't hide. Maybe I've hid them for too long. a tear, a scratch deeper and the guilt in my hyperventilation. Breathing frantically, chantingly thoughts, over and over I'm so lost! Pinned down to the poor choices, #life hits you in the face. It's a lot to take. I'm about to break, foot tapping at my shakes. Is it all too late? All I know is its my fate. People are more curious than caring about you and your Problems. Maybe I'm too hard on myself, Well yes I am. I confront myself. Think of them, realize #life is not going to end.

Value #life rot inside, die inside, it will always be you inside. They'll laugh at you, make you cry but that's not enough to make you die. Value #life, temporary issues take over. But we have a world of fakes taking over. Value you, Value friends for it is you and is not the end.