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Tradurre   10 anni fa

You're touching white sheets. They're slightly stiff but not too rough and smell like lavender detergent. On your left, the window view is the black void. You think you can make out some twinkling stars, but its hard to be sure with the dim fluorescent lights throwing glares across the glass. The emptiness makes you uncomfortable so you tear your eyes away. You try to move a little, maybe sit up and look around elsewhere, but then you remember how tired your everything is. Giving in to the flat pillows feels better. A fog lies over your brain. You try to come up with coherent thoughts, but you cant even fully ask yourself why you're here or how it happened. You're so tired. For a minute or an hour you content yourself with blinking at your toes, two linen peaks across a white ocean of wrinkles. They look small, perhaps too far away. Maybe you've forgotten how tall you are. Or that your feet are tiny. Sometime later you remember to take in the rest of the room. There's a white wall ahead of you, one to the right, and presumably one behind you. The right wall has a plain white door with a shiny round doornob. This is debatably the most interesting object in your room. You forget to check the ceiling's state. Wait. Your room. You thought that. Do you live here? A small spark jolts your brain into working again. Is this supposed to be familiar? Where are your family, your friends? Is this place a hospital? Where are the nurses and how long have you been comatose? How did you get... What happened to... Why... The spark fizzes out. The brain fog rolls in again. Even more tired than before, your eyelids droop shut and you fall asleep again. Even sleeping, you're still staring into blackness.

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    Tradurre   10 anni fa

    You're Alive Stop thinking Start feeling, Warmth of touch Rush of air through lungs, throat, tongue Shining laughter and bright words Anchor your feet into the concrete Feel how sturdy the world is beneath you Supporting you Take joy even when the cold bites Smile at your goosebumps because Underneath your blood is hot and rushing And it means you are alive

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    ChrisP Kirk

    Wow! I'm alive to that! Excellent!
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    JuliusWade

    That was great! flowed very well
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    Abyss

    @Barknbite @JuliusWade thanks guys c:
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      Tradurre   10 anni fa

      Warning: suicide mention. I'm worried that one day These ideas that float harmlessly Will be so tempting That I'll find them to be my reality To see my feet turned blue By the 2 AM snow And my eyes glaze over With frosted eyelashes Or to slide into the glassy pond Space sparkling above Water and sky clearer Than my mind ever was Even the kick of a bullet Is forcing into my thoughts Or could it be in my brain already In real #life this time?

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        Tradurre   10 anni fa

        Like a soda can from last night's party Flat, half-drunk, to be thrown away Sprawled in bed waiting for the meds to reach my head Hand me a lighter, have the world watch me burn Crumble to ash and return to nothing I need empty space for my empty head

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          Tradurre   10 anni fa

          We Echo Fell in love with a skilled musician who plucked my heartstrings Played me like an old love song, the kind everyone stops to hum along We were a lilting melody Led by the pulse of his heart and the tug of my hand Played it by ear, no music on the stand And if I step back into that same coffee shop our high school auditorium the puddle-ridden alleyway I swear the echo has stayed

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          Daniela

          Wow this is stunning im in love with this poem...and i adore idea of love story as a song...love music. Superbly done 👏👏👏☺️😘❤️ @Abyss
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          Richard Withey

          Love this, tis awesome
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          Abyss

          @AmethystEyes2014 thank you so much, I have a strong emotional connection to music so it made sense C:
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