♡ “I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”

✖ Every day, I wear my mask, So no help ever came, I hide the fear and sadness, Maybe I'm to blame, They just ignore the blatant truth And so no one can see, That beneath this mask I wear Lies so many insecurities. Sometimes I wish I could tell them all But this feeling never dies, And even if I show the world, I know they'll prefer the lies. Zoey

China Doll She's like a little china doll That's broken beyond repair, Scars upon her snow-white wrists And ribbons in her hair, Her eyes are wide with innocence, But she's tainted to the core, She's lost who she was and left behind The girl she was before, False smiles on her painted lips And eyes fixed on the ground, Inside she wants to scream and shout But doesn't make a sound, They say beneath that head of curls She hides a troubled mind, She can't escape, she's trapped you see, Frustrated and confined, She knows that she's a hopeless case, A nightmare, more or less, But what can she do when she's so young And in such a fucking mess?

No One Noticed No one noticed Those sad, sad eyes They saw her smile And believed her lies, No one noticed She was so alone How trapped she felt, How hurt she'd grown, No one noticed The pain she hid Why should they care About some messed up kid? No one noticed She was slipping away, She could only hope They'd care some day. Zoey

☂ I'm not lost, in order to be lost you have to know where you're supposed to be - I don't even know that.