Yeh Jawaani Hai Deewani "You're not right. You're just very diffefent from me." — Bunny

Syazzy Wazzy I'm not sure if it's love or compulsive attachment. and if it was love, perhaps at best it was just possessive love — as long as you're together with me, I would love you. whatever it may be though, I've decided — after an extensively exhaustive period of pain, bitterness and longing — that I just want to be nice to you, in my speech, outward conduct and even remembrance, instead of continuing this bearing of hatred and pain which, in my opinion, would just degrade what we had. I would want to, more than anything else, retain the thought that I, did love you, and you, did love me, too, even if it was otherwise. Because it is simply what I prefer for us; I would love that, truly. And I would very much want to cling to that memory, so that when I reminisce, I would smile and remember that lovely, beautiful, kind, and loving you. I hope to never forget that, — I do not want to — and most especially that look on your face on our first date. you were so beautiful. and I recall this page from a book that I read, and I remember thinking only of you when I read through it. it reads: "if any Muslim who suffers some calamity says that which God has commanded him — “Indeed, to God we belong and indeed, to Him we will return,” [2:156] — (followed by,) “O God, reward me for my affliction and give me something better in exchange for it,” God will give him something better in exchange." — Muslim, 1999 "If any Muslim man or woman suffers a calamity and keeps it in his memory, even if it occurred a long time previously, saying, each time it is remembered, “Indeed, to God we belong and indeed, to Him we will return,” God the Blessed and Exalted will give a fresh reward each time it is said, equivalent to the reward of when it occurred. — Mishkat, 1759 and then, it continues, "No calamity befalls a Muslim but that God forgives some of his sins due to it, even if it is only the prick of a thorn. — Bukhari, 7:544 "The magnitude of the reward goes along with the magnitude of the affliction. When God The Almighty and Glorious loves people, He afflicts them and, those who accept it gladly receives God's pleasure, but those who are displeased receive God's displeasure. — Mishkat, 1566 "The believing man or woman continues to be afflicted in person, property and children so that they may finally meet God free of sin. — Mishkat, 1567 I hope to always love you, Nur Syazwani Zulkifli.

Restriction Order I'm a Manchester United fan, and due to the history and rivalry with Liverpool, I am expected to hate the club; it is just pure footballing rivalry. nothing more. however, I definitely hate Rafael Benitez more. that guy is not only stubborn and arrogant (even though he doesn't have much to be cocky about), but he's also a hypocrite! to expound on that, this is what he said when he was the manager of Liverpool: "Chelsea is a big club with fantastic players, every manager wants to coach a such a big team. But I would never take that job, in respect for my former team at Liverpool, no matter what. For me there is only one club in England, and that's Liverpool." wow! just…wow. such hypocrisy! he should be banned from managing any football club. he destroys football clubs. just look at Internazionale! UEFA, FIFA, and all of the footballing government, should enforce a restriction order against Rafael Benitez; he should not be allowed any position in and within any football club. bloody git! I hope he gets put in his place this season.

It's Been a Long Time hello (: I haven't been writing for sometime because I've been busy trying to get a job; sort my #life out. not that it has been sorted but, during the early process of sorting my #life out, I had to do lots of thinking and, that was tiring, so to speak. to start, I still feel lost. I do not like my current job because it's too monotonous. I mean, I was a fire fighter! and now, I'm sitting down in a crane cabin clicking on the computer. but more than that, I feel that something is missing; a direction; a purpose. so what I'm going to do is to try and get a better job. I can't afford to think past that yet, so I'll just concentrate on my current "goal" first. again, hello opussians! (: I hope all of you are doing good!

Ramadhan Bonjour fasting month! This is the month that all muslims in the world fast - The month that is said to be equal to more than 1000 months. It is during this month that our faith is tested. A fasting Muslim not only abstains from food and drinks, but he is also obligated to perform good deeds and refrain from doing bad ones, which also includes the usage of his five senses. e.g., His eyes should not be used to ogle at desirable objects that are against morality, but instead should be used to acquire more knowledge, i.e., reading the Qur'an. Hence, to me, abstaining from food and drinks till sundown is fine. The hard part is doing good activities while also fasting the other four senses. Sincerely though, I will try my best to fast in a way that is required of a Muslim. I wish all Muslims a good fasting month. Here are a few hadiths concerning fasting: Narrated Abu Huraira: Allah’s Apostle said, “Allah said, ‘All the deeds of Adam’s sons (people) are for them, except fasting which is for Me, and I will give the reward for it.’ Fasting is a shield or protection from the fire and from committing sins. If one of you is fasting, he should avoid sexual relation with his wife and quarreling, and if somebody should fight or quarrel with him, he should say, ‘I am fasting.’ By Him in Whose Hands my soul is’ The unpleasant smell coming out from the mouth of a fasting person is better in the sight of Allah than the smell of musk. There are two pleasures for the fasting person, one at the time of breaking his fast, and the other at the time when he will meet his Lord; then he will be pleased because of his fasting.” Narrated Sahl: The Prophet said, “There is a gate in Paradise called Ar-Raiyan, and those who observe fasts will enter through it on the Day of Resurrection and none except them will enter through it. It will be said, ‘Where are those who used to observe fasts?’ They will get up, and none except them will enter through it. After their entry the gate will be closed and nobody will enter through it.” Narrated Abu Huraira: Allah’s Apostle said, “When the month of Ramadan starts, the gates of the heaven are opened and the gates of Hell are closed and the devils are chained.” Narrated Abu Huraira: The Prophet said, “Whoever established prayers on the night of Qadr out of sincere faith and hoping for a reward from Allah, then all his previous sins will be forgiven; and whoever fasts in the month of Ramadan out of sincere faith, and hoping for a reward from Allah, then all his previous sins will be forgiven.” Narrated Abu Huraira: The Prophet said, “Whoever does not give up forged speech and evil actions, Allah is not in need of his leaving his food and drink (i.e. Allah will not accept his fasting.)” Bonne nuit everyone.