One day Horoscope says I should be nice to people today Why should I They haven’t done me jackshit But this same day I have you One stream of light in my sight That's been on my mind since that night I don’t know what I managed to do to meet you #life decided to unfold its palm And it gave me a cherry that’s about to bloom Tapping on my chapped lips I ponder what we did to them That gaze, full of words that leaves me wordless That voice, now echoes through my head always It lifts the edges of my lips It provokes an agitating desire in my gut Like a shy bunny wiggles her nose I search for answers in the air #poem

The Prompts are Snake, Honey, and Thaw The snake reaches my throat to squeeze A candy on his tail dangling afar Deep smell of honeysuckle fills the air In this sweet polarity, I let myself drown slowly While a familiar warning roars in my head Fading vision, Gasps for air On a tight rope  I thaw to bliss #poem

Smudge I sense pounding in my gut The old feeling that says you're losing something right that minute Was it even ever mine? Possible it never was But now surely something is slipping out of my hand And it is killing me The rocks get heavier as I call out for answers Have I done everything right Have I done enough Did I really have to lose what I have just lost If it was worth it was never the point I cared I cared dearly even after I noticed all the haze that came with it now I see it is going away I've erased everything that mattered once and all left there is a smudge A smudge I have choosen to create Now... it's complete

hummingbird I got a broken bone in a simple mess when I noticed your scent on my dress The fog trapped me and rocked my boat while an easy hummingbird mocked my heart And there I went swell This rabbit hole that I fell This day I will hush my hope For around me I see there is no soap

cafe latte: friends (short fiction series) She rang me one afternoon to see me at the cafe. It's been a while since I saw her last. I haven't been to the cafe either. Now she chose that cafe to see me. The cafe where she broke up with whats-his-face, it's been a while. How long has it been? Like 6 months? She and I had been good friends to each other since meeting in college, always kind of kept in touch. After the incident 6 months ago, my worry towards her made me try to contact her even more regularly. But, she suddenly dropped it. And no news anymore told me any other friend is talking to her either. Then, I felt a disconnection she's made with rest of the world. As I opened the door to the cafe, I saw her sitting at this tiny table for two. I remembered the table. Wooden, lovely, this cafe has always seemed as a happy place with nice wood scent wanders around in the air. She waved at me with a smile. I gave her a hug and sat in front of her. She kept her smile and said, "Nice to see you." We talked about some random things for quite a while, how our days were, how no good eligible bachelors were around, they were random anything of nothing. And, although the talk was about us, we sounded as if the matters were not related to any parts of our lives whatsoever. "...It is a nice cafe after all", she said shifting her head to the side. I replied, "It sure is." Then, I caught a tear gradually filling up her eyes while she was looking away from me and gazed at the air. And its reason was apparent. Ah, damn, I thought she might be ok. I should have noticed and had no doubt that she merely pushed herself to be ok and chose here to prove that she was. I was in remorse for not noticing her intention. And I was feeling the same anger I felt in the past towards that twat that's now still making her feel this way. I know any story shouldn't be accepted one-sided, he probably has his side of story. But the heart-aching events happened between these two that she's decided to share with me were already quite an impact. I was so mad at that guy. I should never call anybody a twat, I know nobody deserves that. But alas, I've never known any of his other personal qualities that avoids me from calling him so. Fucking twat. What the fuck have you done. I pretended I didn't notice her tears. I went on still talking about bachelors. "Men are just hogs happen to be walking on two legs. That's what they are. Don't you think?" "Yeh." She laughed, slightly wiping the corners of her eyes with a finger. It was windy outside. I saw some leaves being swept away by the wind. We sipped some more cafe latte from our cups and decided to smile and talk some more nonsense as it flowed.